Ramana Pādha Mālai
SRI ANNAMALAI SWAMI
These 45 verses of Ramana Pādha Mālai (composed by Sri Sivaprakasam Pillai for Bhagavan) were hand written by Sri Annamalai Swami and given to Sundaram when he first met Swami in 1974. He remembers that day:
“Sri Annamalai Swami told me that these verses were chanted in Sri Bhagavan’s presence regularly. He also told me that the realization of the Self is possible only through the grace of the Satguru and that we must first have devotion for Bhagavan. Only by surrendering and serving a real enlightened master, enlightenment is possible, he added. According to Sri Annamalai Swami’s instructions, we used to regularly chant Ramana Pādha Mālai in the presence of Sri Annamalai Swami for several years.”
Ramana Pādha Mālai
The English translation was done by Sri Venkatasubramaniam, Robert Butler and David Godman.
It was further edited by David Godman.
6. Blessed be the feet of the exalted one who grants freedom from fear to those who, [fearing the world,] take refuge in him.
Blessed be the feet of the Lord who takes even poison as nectar.
When Bhagavan lived on the hill, a jealous sadhu tried to poison him. Bhagavan knowingly ate the poison, but it had almost no effect on him. I spoke to Ramaswami Pillai about this incident since he was present on the day it happened. He told me that Bhagavan sat motionless, ‘glowing like the Buddha’. Rangan also refers to this incident in his account.
25. Blessed be the feet of the siddha who explains, ‘By mantra japa the mind will subside. Japa is vichara sadhana.
I do not know why Bhagavan is equating the practices of vichara [self-enquiry] and japa in this verse. He usually maintained that they were quite different sadhanas. By translating sadhana as ‘means’, one could make the sentence read, ‘Japa’ is a means to 'vichara’, that is, a preliminary method, but this is far from being the most obvious reading of the text.
28. Blessed be the feet of the one whose teaching is, ‘Of all the niyamas [codes for self-discipline], the best is moderate eating.
When speaking of niyamas Bhagavan usually said that it would be enough if devotees moderated sleep and speech and took sattvik food in moderate quantities.
Blessed be the feet of the one whose teaching is,'One word spoken leads to many.'
29. Blessed be the feet of the one whose teaches, ‘Control of the mind is the gist of all books. Why [is] a book [needed] to see yourself?
In Irangal, verse two, Sivaprakasam Pillai wrote:
‘He [Bhagavan] asked me, “What is your wish, tell me? Is it to enquire into rare or beautiful arts, or is it to do self-enquiry?” I told him, “I have no desire for books. I am interested only in enquiry.” O mind, why do you forget your word and now desire books?’
In a comment on this exchange, Sivaprakasam Pillai wrote in one of his stray verses:
‘If one wants to know oneself, there is no need to learn sastras (Scriptures). If you ask what should be done, then enquire firmly “Who am I?” without uttering a word. Give up completely all thoughts of the non-Self and become tranquil.’
30. Blessed be the feet of the one who says, ‘Desire and the rest are the play of the atom [like vasanas]. The cessation of desire is Jnana.
‘Desire and the rest’ is an abbreviation of the following list: kama (desire), krodha (anger), loha (miserliness), moha (delusion), mada (pride), mathasarya (jealousy).
The first line merely says, ‘Desire and the rest are the play of atoms’. I have taken atoms (anu) to mean vasanas since Bhagavan himself used the word in this context in Arunachala Ashtakam, verse six.
33. Blessed be the feet of the epitome of humility who says, ‘The more one humbles oneself, the more one benefits. Why have that harmful hatred even towards bad people?’
The two themes of this verse were expanded on by the author in two verses from Irangal:
Sadhu Ramana made this poor man, who did not know anything, pray only to his feet. Am I fit to receive this good fortune granted by him? He told me to stick to the path of those who had given up vain talk and disputation. ‘Even if others speak ill [of you], do not get upset’. Ramana spoke to me in this way.
O mind, you keep proclaiming that Ramana is your ruler and that you are his slave. Ramana always acts with humility as though he is the slave of everyone. Although you have seen this for yourself, without subsiding with humility, you quarrel with everyone. Think that this amounts to quarrelling with the great Ramana, who has destroyed anger [in himself].
In one of his notebooks Sivaprakasam Pillai gave a striking example of Bhagavan himself exemplifying these teachings:
‘One Balananda Swami asked Bhagavan to order Sri Palaniswami out of Virupaksha Cave. When Bhagavan did not do so, Balananda Swami spat on Bhagavan. Hearing about this later, Kambali Swami asked Sri Bhagavan, “What did you do at that time?” Sri Bhagavan replied, “I kept laughing. After all, this is only a body that has been spat out many times.”’
Since Bhagavan had ‘spat out’ or severed the I-am-the-body idea, he had no reason to get angry when the body was abused in this way.
36. Blessed be the feet of the one who says, ‘It is good to practise climbing [spiritually] by yourself. We won’t lift you up.’
The note to verse 33 of Sri Ramanadeva Malai on the respective roles of grace and effort can also be used to qualify this verse.
When Bhagavan spoke, he often used the plural pronoun ‘we’ instead of ‘I’.
39. Blessed be the feet of the Lord who says, ‘It is fitting for the wife to listen to the words of the husband. [If she does,] she will derive the same peace as the husband.’
Marriage here is used as a metaphor for the spiritual relationship between the Guru and his disciple. If the disciple listens to the words of the Guru and acts on them, he will attain the same peace as the Guru. In Tamil, the word for husband is the same as the word for ‘the Lord’.
42. Blessed be the feet of the one who says, ‘Formal respect is only for external show. When the husband and wife are in bed, where is all this [formal respect]?'
This is an oblique reference to an analogy that Bhagavan occasionally used. The disciple may realise the Self and attain oneness with his Guru, but even then he still gives his Guru the usual outward show of courtesy and respect. Bhagavan compared the disciple’s behaviour to that of a wife who publicly treats her husband with respect even though she has experienced sexual union with him. Bhagavan explained this analogy more fully in Guru Vachaka Kovai verse 304:
‘The habit of disciples of worshiping their Guru, who has taken them as his own, is, if pondered over, only observed as an outward formality, just like a wife’s habit of outwardly observing proper reverence towards her husband while in company.’
In one of his unpublished versions of Who am I? Sivaprakasam Pillai gives some of Bhagavan’s comments on the state of equality that exists between the Guru and the realised disciple:
‘The Guru will be waiting for the disciple to get mature. When the disciple matures, the Guru will give him one glance. At that time all others, other than the disciple, will disappear as if burnt by fire. The Guru will keep such a matured disciple with him as his equal.’
6. Blessed be the feet of the exalted one who grants freedom from fear to those who, [fearing the world,] take refuge in him.
Blessed be the feet of the Lord who takes even poison as nectar.
When Bhagavan lived on the hill, a jealous sadhu tried to poison him. Bhagavan knowingly ate the poison, but it had almost no effect on him. I spoke to Ramaswami Pillai about this incident since he was present on the day it happened. He told me that Bhagavan sat motionless, ‘glowing like the Buddha’. Rangan also refers to this incident in his account.
25. Blessed be the feet of the siddha who explains, ‘By mantra japa the mind will subside. Japa is vichara sadhana.
I do not know why Bhagavan is equating the practices of vichara [self-enquiry] and japa in this verse. He usually maintained that they were quite different sadhanas. By translating sadhana as ‘means’, one could make the sentence read, ‘Japa’ is a means to 'vichara’, that is, a preliminary method, but this is far from being the most obvious reading of the text.
28. Blessed be the feet of the one whose teaching is, ‘Of all the niyamas [codes for self-discipline], the best is moderate eating.
When speaking of niyamas Bhagavan usually said that it would be enough if devotees moderated sleep and speech and took sattvik food in moderate quantities.
Blessed be the feet of the one whose teaching is,'One word spoken leads to many.'
29. Blessed be the feet of the one whose teaches, ‘Control of the mind is the gist of all books. Why [is] a book [needed] to see yourself?
In Irangal, verse two, Sivaprakasam Pillai wrote:
‘He [Bhagavan] asked me, “What is your wish, tell me? Is it to enquire into rare or beautiful arts, or is it to do self-enquiry?” I told him, “I have no desire for books. I am interested only in enquiry.” O mind, why do you forget your word and now desire books?’
In a comment on this exchange, Sivaprakasam Pillai wrote in one of his stray verses:
‘If one wants to know oneself, there is no need to learn sastras (Scriptures). If you ask what should be done, then enquire firmly “Who am I?” without uttering a word. Give up completely all thoughts of the non-Self and become tranquil.’
30. Blessed be the feet of the one who says, ‘Desire and the rest are the play of the atom [like vasanas]. The cessation of desire is Jnana.
‘Desire and the rest’ is an abbreviation of the following list: kama (desire), krodha (anger), loha (miserliness), moha (delusion), mada (pride), mathasarya (jealousy).
The first line merely says, ‘Desire and the rest are the play of atoms’. I have taken atoms (anu) to mean vasanas since Bhagavan himself used the word in this context in Arunachala Ashtakam, verse six.
33. Blessed be the feet of the epitome of humility who says, ‘The more one humbles oneself, the more one benefits. Why have that harmful hatred even towards bad people?’
The two themes of this verse were expanded on by the author in two verses from Irangal:
Sadhu Ramana made this poor man, who did not know anything, pray only to his feet. Am I fit to receive this good fortune granted by him? He told me to stick to the path of those who had given up vain talk and disputation. ‘Even if others speak ill [of you], do not get upset’. Ramana spoke to me in this way.
O mind, you keep proclaiming that Ramana is your ruler and that you are his slave. Ramana always acts with humility as though he is the slave of everyone. Although you have seen this for yourself, without subsiding with humility, you quarrel with everyone. Think that this amounts to quarrelling with the great Ramana, who has destroyed anger [in himself].
In one of his notebooks Sivaprakasam Pillai gave a striking example of Bhagavan himself exemplifying these teachings:
‘One Balananda Swami asked Bhagavan to order Sri Palaniswami out of Virupaksha Cave. When Bhagavan did not do so, Balananda Swami spat on Bhagavan. Hearing about this later, Kambali Swami asked Sri Bhagavan, “What did you do at that time?” Sri Bhagavan replied, “I kept laughing. After all, this is only a body that has been spat out many times.”’
Since Bhagavan had ‘spat out’ or severed the I-am-the-body idea, he had no reason to get angry when the body was abused in this way.
36. Blessed be the feet of the one who says, ‘It is good to practise climbing [spiritually] by yourself. We won’t lift you up.’
The note to verse 33 of Sri Ramanadeva Malai on the respective roles of grace and effort can also be used to qualify this verse.
When Bhagavan spoke, he often used the plural pronoun ‘we’ instead of ‘I’.
39. Blessed be the feet of the Lord who says, ‘It is fitting for the wife to listen to the words of the husband. [If she does,] she will derive the same peace as the husband.’
Marriage here is used as a metaphor for the spiritual relationship between the Guru and his disciple. If the disciple listens to the words of the Guru and acts on them, he will attain the same peace as the Guru. In Tamil, the word for husband is the same as the word for ‘the Lord’.
42. Blessed be the feet of the one who says, ‘Formal respect is only for external show. When the husband and wife are in bed, where is all this [formal respect]?'
This is an oblique reference to an analogy that Bhagavan occasionally used. The disciple may realise the Self and attain oneness with his Guru, but even then he still gives his Guru the usual outward show of courtesy and respect. Bhagavan compared the disciple’s behaviour to that of a wife who publicly treats her husband with respect even though she has experienced sexual union with him. Bhagavan explained this analogy more fully in Guru Vachaka Kovai verse 304:
‘The habit of disciples of worshiping their Guru, who has taken them as his own, is, if pondered over, only observed as an outward formality, just like a wife’s habit of outwardly observing proper reverence towards her husband while in company.’
In one of his unpublished versions of Who am I? Sivaprakasam Pillai gives some of Bhagavan’s comments on the state of equality that exists between the Guru and the realised disciple:
‘The Guru will be waiting for the disciple to get mature. When the disciple matures, the Guru will give him one glance. At that time all others, other than the disciple, will disappear as if burnt by fire. The Guru will keep such a matured disciple with him as his equal.’